I HAVE CROSSED MY DESERT AND I AM RE-BORN
"After a long journey has arrived Gloria", this was printed on the announcement of my birth, November 2, 1954, in Naples, and the anagram of my full name is "the dream of seas".
Daughter of a well known parapsychologist spiritualist, Giorgio di Simone, since childhood I was guided by an inner voice I talked to. I have few childhood memories, only that my Love for Christ, always my special teacher and friend, at that time had already made me feel to be "serving the Divine."
THE BEGINNING, THE FIRST MASTER, THE LIFE
In 1969 I met my first teacher, the Tibetan Lama Namkai Norbu Rinpoche, from few years in Italy and not yet recognized as a Dzog-chen Master. I practiced Yantra Yoga with him for a short time.
In the years following adolescence I did life experiences that have shaped me, even in hard way.
I became a mother, an architect, a graphic designer, an art director of advertising, a designer of objects and furniture, a carpenter, a teacher of computer graphics, a skipper, a stewardess on sailboats, an instructor of all-terrain vehicles.
I travelled by sea and by land, I've done many activities: theater, ceramics, graphics, competitive swimming, scuba diving, assistant raid and rally off road, trekking and freeclimbing in the Dolomites, I've attended courses of biodynamic agriculture and of healing sound… I've only a regret, I could not achieve the aircraft pilot's license due to lack of time and money.
In fact the only constant and the only real commitment of my life is to be an "alchemist" or seeker of my "true nature". Always I've been a free spirit, I don't like fences, classification and constraints of any kind and in any field. I've never been married and I'm happily single with a beautiful daughter.
THE BETRAYAL OF MYSELF AND THE ECSTASY
Many and different relations, anyway, have taught me a lot about Love and relationships between people, especially that you can not betray yourself for the sake of others.
Indeed, precisely for the betrayal of myself, I had a deep crisis and looked for my first Master, Norbu, managing to meet him again in 1991 to Merigar (Arcidosso), national headquarters of the Dzog-Chen Centre in Italy. I took part in one of his spiritual retreat, during which I receive the direct transmission of teachings, and I participated at two rites of initiation for teachers.
The week following the retreat I lived a unique experience, a state of superior consciousness and the deep connection to every thing, I would say "ecstasy", which made me aware of the possibilities and potentiality of Human Being.
"I AM" AND THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW COURSE
At the end of that year, 1991, my father gave me (by chance!?) a book sent to him for a review, "I AM" by the Count of Saint Germain. The book speaks to me and upsets me, I cried at every chapter because it was a true revelation. Thus I began a path of awareness and individual search for truth through experiences - also with other Masters - readings ("Fragments of Intuitive Science" by Giuliana Conforto has opened another world to me), insights, courses, and whatever can be useful to the knowledge and recognition of Self.
Still at the end of 1991 I met Franco Battiato, a spiritual singer-song-writer with whom I've been in touch for many years, and at the same time, I began to attend my second Master, the Russian Menelov, with whom I started to practice introspection and to do analysis of meaning of dreams and myths. After 6 months of daily introspection the energy began flowing in me and my body started to move by itself.
In 1992 I settled permanently in Rome. I took part in other two retreats with Master Norbu in 1992 and 1998 in Merigar. At the same time I began a healing path with Reiki.
Since 1997, I had begun to read books of the series "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsch and I felt them as very familiar concepts, already in my mind.
In 2000 I received the activation of 3rd level and Master of Reiki from my Master of Reiki and of Life, and dearest friend too, Cristina Bove, known in 1992 and constantly at my side.
At the beginning of 2000s, I become a member of the Internal Circle of followers of Master Ennio D'Alba with whom we have guided meditations and astral travel through the "room of the King" of the great pyramid. With the Internal Circle we work on the visualization of the new world, and we are given a new tool to balance our being, to identify the disharmony in people and heal them.
Later, around 2003, I got to knowing of Vianna Stibal and the Theta Healing, the Orion Tecnique, I bought her first book, and I began to practice the Theta Healing on me, visualizing the DNA and the pineal gland. At that time, a psychic members of the Internal Circle said I had already activated 6 strands of spiritual DNA.
Afterward I integrated all this knowledge in the development of my personal healing technique, very similar to the Essens therapies.Since years I'm practicing Tai Chi Chuan (Taiji Quan School of Master Li Rong Mei) and I cured myself with homeopathy and alternative medicine (since 1984). I've become a supporter of biodynamic and natural agriculture, following the principles of permaculture, whose products I eat as much as possible.
All the time I worked mainly on myself, unchaining myself from any preconceived ideas, judgments and expectations, trying to live the present with coherence, according to the Zen and Dzog-chen, but never binding myself to a special thought. I also attended a workshop about Healing Sound with Korean Master Song T. Park, him too disciple of Namkai Norbu.
TWO INCREDIBLE EXPERIENCES
I don't remember exactly in which year I "lived" an incredible experience that will be with me forever.
I was sitting on my couch in the morning, my eyes closed and my mind free from thoughts and... suddenly it started a fast zoom-out: me, the house, the city, the nation, the planet, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe, God and... yet beyond. I found myself in the middle of nowhere, a dark space where I felt like THE ONE THOUGHT in a VACUUM filled of POTENTIALITY: "I AM the Only Thought and I Have Created All Things!"
The knowledge that what I live by senses is an illusion, won't abandon me ever.
In 2005, coinciding with the pope's death, I lived another week of "super-consciousness" in which I've had a vision of different way of living and I began "to study feasibility of a project of eco-friendly life, environmentally friendly and self-sufficient", a cell of harmonious coexistence and sharing as a model of future society. Unfortunately after a week all was over but still for a year I kept on looking for a way to carry it out, then I gave up because time was not yet ripe.
THE CRISIS
The biggest and decisive crisis dates back five years ago, in 2006. I lost my job, my partner of life, and mainly my "faith", that trust in life that had always been along with me.
A very dark period in which my daily question was "What can I do?" and the answer was always "Wait!" Really hard for someone who has never had patience! I couldn't see the future and find any reasons for living, just my daughter held me on this Earth.
It's been the beginning of the great change, the turning.
THE TURNING POINT
At the time of my crisis, during August 2007 I experienced Love, the true Love, the unconditional Love, the Highest Love, not connected to a physical and emotional and sexual attraction. In September, I opened my first blog "gloria, the alien" and express that kind of love for everyone and everything, feeling a sense of immense joy. But I was still depressed for practical and contingent reasons.
I asked always the same thing and the answer has been the same as well. I felt discouraged but I perceived a being smiling next to me and I felt He loved me unconditionally, and not just me. I understood better this kind of Universal Love and I began to have instant images of a different way of living in harmony, memories from the "future", male-female relation as Only One being, at peace and in collaboration with others, in a large family friendly.
In 2008 I've begun to translate for Italy the daily Messages of N.D.Walsch, and I still do it.
On 21 August, approximately at 3:30 pm, I have had a new revelation: I know Who I Am and what I came here for: being a Messenger of Love and an Operator of Light and New Energy for the New World, for supporting the change that is occurring here and now.
The puzzle of my life was reassembled and I knew with certainty that "I'm here to serve the highest purpose", as I felt in my childhood. Since then I decided not to have anymore just a private aim or a target merely personal, I will work for the common good. I came out and revealed myself! I translated the book "The Intenders Handbook" by Tony Burroughs, for aware creators and did start meetings to implement the Law of Attraction, conscious co-creation and acceptance and gratitude for All That Is.
HERE AND NOW: I AM THAT I AM
The answer to my old question has changed to "we're almost there": thanks goodness! I regained confidence, now I create and attract new things! It is a succession of new experiences, new knowledge, new insights.
Finally I look for, talk and act following my Truth.
I subscribe to Stazione Celeste (an international website). During my travel across Europe I read Kryon, Tobias and Saint Germain, until I attend the meeting of Crimson Circle in Rome on 2009 October 24th, where Geoffrey Hoppe channelled live Adamus S.G. and Kuthumi.
Tobias and Adamus speak my language, so that it seems to me to read myself.
Now, I still practice Tai Chi. Sometimes I give Reiki to help people who want to harmonize their energies, but mainly I help them to change their mood, to get rid of the fear and open their hearts, now with my art too.
I dance and really enjoy it! I found out the baby buried in me.
I love myself as I am and I do my journey with awareness and joy. I understand that everything has a meaning, even when it seems not to have it and everything is for our Highest Good.
I drink Diamond water, I eat healthy food and from years I don't take even homeopathic remedies anymore.
Since the half of 2008 my creativity is shown in paintings, my "axquarelli, like messengers of joy and love they open and warm up hearts, and in 2011 I begun writing short tales and fables..
I love the Spirit of Aloha, perhaps Lemurian reminiscence. Philosophy Huna is my philosophy of life together with the Zen.
MESSAGES OF LIGHT: THE NEW ADVENTURE!
After I gave the permission to be connected to my multidimensional self, the night following the meeting of the Spiral of Light on 9.9.9, I have my first channelling. A voice, or rather, a clear telepathic thought, not what I usually heard, communicates with me and makes me write: is the beginning of these messages, which sometimes even I don't understand. Messages come from "ELOHIM from the Deep Space", generally. I knew nothing about the Elohim so I had to do some research. They told me to open a site and I open this blog, for now, describing my experience totally new.
I must say that in my entire life I never asked from who and from where the answers to my questions came and even now, for me, the origin of all communications and messages is simply the Source, the ONE.
Furthermore, some dreams and my guide told me I have other potentiality, yet not fully activated for some of my fears and resistance, like precognition. My gift will help people to trust in life through my stories, just outlined for now, about the bright future that awaits us, as I saw and experienced it. The energies are changing fast and everything is happening right NOW.
Welcome!
All of us are doing the same journey (although we are already there, we must only experience it!) and this was mine so far, now we do it together because
WE ARE ALL ONE
